Sarah, thank you for sharing the journey of your quest for your 1st Birkin. I am touched by your sharing. You are only in your midst 20, there are many years for you to build your H collection. Take your time and enjoy the journey. You work so hard and save to buy your birkin which I think is an admirable act.
However, do remember there are also other priorities in life such as investment in property , car, children, eduction, healthcare..... Blah blah blah, I risk sounding like your mother now...
I only started my chanel collection at 40 and H at 42. Even though I started late, but with enough saving and investment, I catch up with my collections in accelerated mode.
What I am trying to say is your birkin will find you. You deserve the best your heart desires. Look after your health so that you have many many more years ahead to enjoy them!
100% agree! Do not stress. You also shouldn't be treated as you are right now by the Hermes employee. Yelling is not appropriate ever! You are a customer! I hope all goes well and you get your dream bag soon. If not, keep saving! You have plenty of time to realize your dreams.