I know how you feel.....I have spent sooo much time loving a handbag and then when I get it, it turns out I really don't like it that much!? But, usually that experience helps me find the purse that I absolutely love. So don't worry, I know you will love something else that will fit your style.I feel so weird not liking it; i think i'm the only louis vuitton lover on the face of the earth that doesn't like the speedy. With that being said i really don't like any of the other damier purses beside the trevi & i'm not ready to spend that much on a purse.