I'm with you! I can't bring myself to buy it either. I don't care for the criss crossed texture in it. It almost looks fake. For me there is nothing like luscious soft leather. My favorite now goat hide! OMG! It's really nice! But other than that, regular cowhide is for me!It's so stiff, perhaps it softens? i can see why it's used on some bags definitely gives structure but it's not something i can seem to get myself to buy.