It helped me to try Barenia out preloved in a less expensive bag like a picotin, Trim and Evelyn. After I came to grips with how it wears I was ready to invest in a new Halzan. Yes it took about of week of careful obsessing as it was my first new Barenia, but after a few weeks I let go and just started to enjoy it's beautiful smell and color. I still protect it from rain though. When I read posters asking how to escalate the patina on their bags, it drive me nuts. Enjoying the individual use and patina process is part of the appreciation of having Barenia. It is as if people want to attain the look of a rich patina without enjoying the process of using it to its fullest attributes. i hope h will continue to offer Barenia leathers as it has now become so rare. It is a testament to the longevity of this leather when Barenia bags are still around after twenty years.