"For now, I enjoy my dog Jack's company. It's definitely because of childhood traumatic stuff. The whole not wanting to have a baby as a baby.
"I never wanted to feel violated and I know that's a kind of weird thing to say, but that's how I am."
I think what she meant is, as a baby...dealing with tramatic stuff/being violated. She didn't want to be a baby(then)...she never wanted to feel violated.
She doesn't want a baby because she doesnt want her baby to be violated.
And she admits:
"I don't think I could properly educate a child right now. Maybe in the future, but I actually haven't thought about it."