I'm sorry if i come across like that izabet, but I honestly dont know what I am going to do, so what do you think i have decided lol? I seems like a really good oportunity and i shouldnt miss out on the chance for it, but i dont know how well it will go down if i do ask for one.!? I'm very knew to the whole office environment (im not even an adult yet for crying out loud) I mean i do get and evaluation through it (and i cannot imagine them writing somthing negative unless i do make mistakes and then i would deserve the comments) I guess the evaluation gives concreate evidence that i really did attend it an d that still is huge its just not a refrence