Ugh.....I seriously still have nightmares about all 3 of my deliveries. 1st scheduled csection which I ended up hospitalized with a severe spreading infection which caused my incision to burst back open. 2nd induced with max amount of pitocin, no epidural or pain management. Labored 3 days before emergency csection but i got to nurse him while they were still finishing up my surgery and recovered well. 3rd was scheduled csection but they had hard time doing my spinal, then as I was just about done being stitched up I ruptured and they had to go back in and redo everything. I almost bled to death and I wasn't allowed to have her room in the 1st night because I wasn't well enough.
We wanted more kids but my midwife and doctors all agreed it is just too dangerous so I got a tubal done. Hoping maybe we can adopt or start fostering again.