I actually had a handbag I would visit online and it made me happy to look at it. I actually was having panic attacks that one day I would bring it up on line and it would be gone, so I had to tell my husband I was buying it (brave me, I called him while he was out of town) and when he told me "okay" if it will make you happy, I turned to my computer order it and as I hit the order button.... it said those horrible words "unavailable".
I swear I got sick to my stomach, literally.
I told him I was never going to do that again.
ARE YOU KIDDING ME? Of course I have! Terrible terrible. I've obsessed so much that it's the last thing I'm laying in bed thinking about in bed and it's the first thing that pops into my head. I'm thinking about it making the kids' lunches...driving in the car.....I can't stop. It's insanity.
I'll visit it over and over and over again online - staring at it - thinking how much I love it but should I? Shouldn't I? I've put it in my shopping cart, I've put 100 in my shopping cart so I can see how many are actually left in stock and then start over - rechecking several times during the day to see if anyone else has bought it.....
And panic attacks? Absolutely. Being that I'm akin to them anyway, just having something like that on my mind on exacerbates it all that much more....
YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!!!
I'll visit it over and over and over again online - staring at it - thinking how much I love it but should I? Shouldn't I?
I'll visit it over and over and over again online - staring at it - thinking how much I love it but should I? Shouldn't I? I've put it in my shopping cart, I've put 100 in my shopping cart so I can see how many are actually left in stock and then start over - rechecking several times during the day to see if anyone else has bought it.....
Oh gosh, I've done this too! I'm so embarrassed for myself. I'll save the picture to my picture folder. Then it will pop up occasionally as a random photo on my screen saver. I'll get sick of staring at the purse and say "I don't want that crummy bag now." But then I'm kind of sick when it disappears from the store's site. So I start frantically looking for it to pop up on ebay. It's truly a sickness!
you actually get sick of it and don't even want it anymore? Please tell me I'm not the only one!!! I think it's because I'm so undecisive!!! LOL!!