Ever had one of those days? where everything seemed good enough and you just wished it would last but you know in your heart that it things will turn "bad" again?
today was a good day ... not so much that I had a really good day but more that things were just peaceful.
I spent the day with family to celebrate a birthday .... and everyone just got along and was nice to each other... everyone joked, had conversations, laughed... got along... no one got into any mean or *****y rampage, the fit-throwers didn't throw a fit, the self-victimizing ones didn't try to convince you they were so pitiful ...
right now, i'm sitting here, wishing that they would all be like this most of the time. That they would be nice to each other, act responsibly and act mature according to their age....
and yet i know, that this is pure wishful thinking. and that tomorrow and the days and weeks after, everyone will go back to their dysfunctional ways...
Why? why can't they just be nice to each other and THINK about what they do and be responsible people!??!
their normal dysfunctional ways makes me depressed and stressed. I often feel like i need to be physically away from their nonsense even though i'd like to be there for them and spend more time with them.
just going through one of those down periods
today was a good day ... not so much that I had a really good day but more that things were just peaceful.
I spent the day with family to celebrate a birthday .... and everyone just got along and was nice to each other... everyone joked, had conversations, laughed... got along... no one got into any mean or *****y rampage, the fit-throwers didn't throw a fit, the self-victimizing ones didn't try to convince you they were so pitiful ...
right now, i'm sitting here, wishing that they would all be like this most of the time. That they would be nice to each other, act responsibly and act mature according to their age....
and yet i know, that this is pure wishful thinking. and that tomorrow and the days and weeks after, everyone will go back to their dysfunctional ways...
Why? why can't they just be nice to each other and THINK about what they do and be responsible people!??!
their normal dysfunctional ways makes me depressed and stressed. I often feel like i need to be physically away from their nonsense even though i'd like to be there for them and spend more time with them.
just going through one of those down periods