Mom and I were so close we were best friends. I got her stuck on coach and we loved going to the fp store and outlets together. She loved pce! She was only 58 and passed on Saturday morning dec 31. It was not peaceful. F cancer. I hate cancer, god, and life right now. I just don't have the will to live anymore. I spent every night the past month sleeping with her in a nursing home. I am so ready to be done,