Yeah, Sarajane, post us some pics -- coz I bet it's fabulous!!!
Also, I bet if you change the canvas strap and use a Prada leather strap, you'll fall in love...
You might also appreciate it more on those days when you have to carry more (if you feel it's big, as you say). I had to drive to a meeting today almost 3 hours away so I carried my black e/w Gauffre - the larger one... I was so happy coz I threw in my wallet, cell phone, blackberry, small notebook, agenda, sunglasses in case, extra glasses in case, cosmetics case/wristlet, hairbrush in case, yet another case (wristlet) with mints and gum, sigh... another wristlet with uhhh... checkbook, receipts, giftcards, paper stuff in case I went shopping somewhere... and yet another baggie with oatmeal bars and snacky stuff for the ride home.
Oh, there was plenty of room for more.. but i have my limits! Anyway, I got 5 or 6 compliments on my (sorta, kinda big) bag and I just loved wearing her -- she hangs so beautifully even with all that stuff, on the arm or shoulder.
I really hope you will feel much better about your bag soon! I want pics!!!!!