I know that and that's why I have my sights set on getting the mono speedy 30 after I get the ebene speedy
Well, I definitely understand how you feel. Spending $700 on my first Speedy literally made me feel nervous. Now I can barely find a bag under $1500 that I like. It's funny how it happens like that with LV.
The good news is that the Speedy is not going ANYWHERE, so if you need more time, take it, until you feel comfortable