^^^we are def. alot alike, one of my self descriptors is 'research geek'.
Without sounding arrogant (I hope), I know both of my parents and a nephew would be dead today, and my DHs life quality of life diminished greatly, if not for my research, strong will, and input to doctors, hospitals and insurance. I learned way more about embolisms, hearts, brian injury, strokes and achilles than I ever thought possible...usually with in a matter of hours. I also learned a have an acumen for medical and health issues and a knack for cutting through red tape....now I volunteer as a patient advocate. When I get really involved in a case, friends will always make comments like, 'wow, do they realize how lucky they are to have you?' I aways answer, 'don't you see I get much out of it as they do?'....and I do. Sure helping others is wonderful, but if I am completely honest, solving the problem is a rush for me.
So, after the self pat on the back, I guess what I am trying to say, is there are always ways to fulfill your 'needs' .
With that said, I hope you find your dream job, and are wildly successful and make tons of money while your at it....but if you don't....don't get stuck in the trap that you failed. Just keep tryng new things, and you find the combination that works for you
Without sounding arrogant (I hope), I know both of my parents and a nephew would be dead today, and my DHs life quality of life diminished greatly, if not for my research, strong will, and input to doctors, hospitals and insurance. I learned way more about embolisms, hearts, brian injury, strokes and achilles than I ever thought possible...usually with in a matter of hours. I also learned a have an acumen for medical and health issues and a knack for cutting through red tape....now I volunteer as a patient advocate. When I get really involved in a case, friends will always make comments like, 'wow, do they realize how lucky they are to have you?' I aways answer, 'don't you see I get much out of it as they do?'....and I do. Sure helping others is wonderful, but if I am completely honest, solving the problem is a rush for me.
So, after the self pat on the back, I guess what I am trying to say, is there are always ways to fulfill your 'needs' .
With that said, I hope you find your dream job, and are wildly successful and make tons of money while your at it....but if you don't....don't get stuck in the trap that you failed. Just keep tryng new things, and you find the combination that works for you