I don't live near a store so am thinking about ordering a pair online and have read they size small but not sure how small? I am typically a 40.5 in Chanel 40 in Hermes 40 in Tods. I am thinking 40.5 but not sure how small they run? Also will these look horrid on larger feet? I can't tell if I'm better off sticking to Tod's for loafers