I do feel like my real life is on hold. The first month of the lockdown I burned myself on a pan. Now I have a scar on my arm that looks like the Nike symbol. I think it will remind me of this time of my life.
I have been afraid to put this in print but I'm worried that DH and I will never have a normal life together again. I don't know how much time he has left. Since his heart attack, his life expectancy hasn't been very good, so it scares me that we may have already gone on our last vacation together. It's August. 2 years ago in August he had his heart attack. 1 year ago in August I had my accident in which I broke 2 bones and had to have surgery. I'm scared something will happen this August too.
Don't despair, dear @whateve . There are still good days ahead.
