Yikes! I can't imagine what you have gone through! I used to have nightmares because I saw too many movies that had the mother die during childbirth! That was one of my biggest fear that I'd die during childbirth! My mom has this fear too but about any surgery. She had laparascopy and I remember her telling my dad to look after the children in case she didn't make it back. [emoji38] I think my mom just didn't understand the process that they were just taking a look inside.
I was SO ignorant... i knew nothing but i was very young when i had all my kids... probably why i had more even after my experience with my oldest... looking back now.. ugh, i was stupid and I guess not meant to die.
