I agree with the other posters to keep looking and researching. You're fortunate to have some great choices available to you now, but unless you really know it's the right one, there are still a lot of kellys out there to consider. You may see a 32 in the future and find it to be the perfect size. Or a sellier and really like that style, or a different leather or color. It's too big of an investment for an impulse purchase. At least from my perspective. But if this is your typical shopping "pattern", as you've described, and you are set on purchasing one of these two bags, it seems like the havanne would be a better choice for you, since you had expressed hesitation over gray in another thread. (maybe IRL you now love it?) If it's havanne in box you *really* prefer, then wait, it'll eventually come!