Understood.Yes, I feel the same, especially after my SA of many years is no longer with H. One part of me doesn't really have the desire to start with another SA, but another part is still keen on "maintaining the relationship." Will see what happens, but I'm no rush at this point and don't mind browsing the reseller sites for anything that might pique my interest.
My SM and SA left my home boutique many years ago. I followed them to their next boutique in another state (and a third in another state again!). My SM finally left H entirely recently; my SA is now looking to transfer again. Honestly, it would be easier to work with a new SA in my home boutique. I can completely relate in not being in a hurry to “start all over again“. Just the thought of it is exhausting, so I do not blame you.