(My dear TPF gardening friends, please skip this entry, I've bored you to death with it, but I do love you dearly for all your support!)
This week lots of amazing things happened.
In particular, please indulge me by letting me share a story...
I've been working very hard for months (evenings, weekends), and one thing in particular that I was anxious about was speaking at a conference this week. It's very high profile, 200 delegates, and the speakers line-up was basically a bunch of CEOs plus pipsqueak Dawn. I felt very out-classed and out-ranked and also under a lot of scrutiny. My manager and the head of the company made it clear that the stakes were high.
I did the conference this week and it went amazingly well. It was like something out of a dream how people surrounded me repeatedly to tell me how great my session was, and the most prominent CEO in the line up followed me around to tell me I was a star, that my work was first-rate, and that I should be proud.
I couldn't believe it. Things like that don't happen in real life. You're much more likely to trip, climbing up to the stage, than to feel like a heroine in a song. "Every star in the sky is taking aim at your eyes like a spotlight"...
Other things happened too. I won an important piece of work which had the Head of the company literally dancing in the office! I chaired my first conference, the day after speaking at my high profile one (yes - two conferences in two cities one day after another. I was knackered!!). I had an annual appraisal in which I've been marked as 9/10 ("exceptional").
And I've had such a tough year with personal stuff plus work that I thought I must stop and smell the roses. Do something that will make me remember this one moment of feeling like things are falling into place, at least in the work element of my life.
So Mr Dawn and I went to Selfridges and thought a lot about how to celebrate my moment of feeling like the "Lady in Red". (More songs feeling like a heroine! I have a funny mind!)
After a lot of soul searching, and two polls on TPF, I came home with a beautiful Caviar Boy. She's just been released and she's a burgundy / dark red with gold hardware. She makes my heart sing. And she'll always make me think of my Lady in Red moment (fleeting as it was!)
Sorry for the essay. Just wanted to share because this thread is a bit of a Diary for me