*hugs* I'm so so sorry for your loss, but now she's still with you, in your heart and your memories. She'll always be with you. Love to you and your family in this harsh time.
I"m so sorry about your nan. Cry when you need to--it's part of the grieving. You will get to the time when you can smile about her and your memories. I believe my mom and dad are looking down on me and are with me. Your nan is with you, too. (((hugs)))
