- Jun 12, 2006
I just read all your wonderful replies, and I'm just in tears. Not because of him, but because of how caring and supportive you guys are. You have no clue what this means to me. I have no one to talk to about this, and talking to you guys has prevented my heart from exploding from sadness. All I want, and ever wanted, was a man to love me. I thought I had it with him, but that magic is now gone. And all I can think about is when is my happiness supposed to happen? How long do I have to wait? It's just a hard concept to accept. And it's even more difficult to realize that my once love of my life is no longer my love. I really thought we were going to get married and have a family and future together. What a ****ty time of year to be alone..........