Thank you about the clothes. I just have so many crap lying around and never really get to clear them out properly lately.
About MM, this is what I'm thinking lately. I think it is a strange/special brand. I don't know how to phrase it and don't know if it's a curse or what. You have so many options to do while there're something you really can't change anything about it. Plus, you don't get to try it out first so It's really hard to tell whether or not you will love it in the long term. Everything will always be in your head, which may or may not match the reality. On top of that, you're the one who handpick the leather, half sight unseen coz you may or may not have the swatches. So, there'll be some emotional attachment there. I like the Aura at first. I love it so much I ordered one without the promo and order another one right after, also without the promo, without hadn't gotten the first one yet. I somewhat like my first one (The leather is the culprit here. It has a cast that comes naturally with the leather, but not what I expect.) and somewhat like the second one. (The leather is also the culprit here again. I matched it wrong. It shouldn't be used with such structured style.) I wore it for a while to know that while it's a great bag, it's not what I completely like so I stop there.
I somewhat hesitate to try Selene and Selene Midi coz it looks so big on the web and never get the rave coz it's just a simple tote, but finally caved on my last birthday. Best decision ever! I love everything about that bag, but the strap drop is too short for me. I can't put it up my shoulders without the hardwares scratch my underarm and that hurts. (Huge upper arms here.) So I learn from then on that I need to extend the strap drop on any Selene Midi if I were to order again. I do order it a bit too long in the next batch though, but it's not too bad. Perhaps just half an inch so I can live with that. But now I know if I were to order one again, how long I should ask for. And for other styles that I have? They're just something simply in between. I can easily live without them.
I think it's a brand that you really have to be sure and know what you want from that bag. And being in Asia from a country where the currency exchange isn't in my favor and the tax and duty is through the roof, the price of such experiment is high, I understand that it's not something you can make an impulse purchase on. It's fun, but even if you love the style on the photo, just like any other brands, you may not like it when you get it IRL. The good is that you dream up likely half the element that make up that bag, the bad is that it's just not what you actually like and you can't return. So, yeah.... I probably can understand your reason there.