I think it's getting close for me to have to make the final decision for my dog, Clyde. He's almost 14 and is fairly healthy, except he has lost the feeling in his hind legs. He struggles a bit when getting up and laying down and isn't as fast and active as he used to be. Long story short, when I came home from work today he was laying down and wouldn't get up. I helped him to his feet, took 2 steps and fell down. I know what I need to do, but I just don't think I can. I know what the right thing to do is, but I don't think I can go through with it. I had to put my 2 cats to sleep last September and December, which was the hardest thing I've ever done. For some reason it's different with Clyde. Every night I go to bed and pray that if it's his time, please let him go during the night while he's sleeping. I just don't know if I can be the one to make this decision. It's so easy for me to impart words to others going through this, but when it comes right down to it, I just have such a hard time taking my own advice. I definitely don't want him to suffer; he doesn't deserve that. Here's a picture taken last month. Thanks for listening and sorry for the rambling. I'm crying and typing and not really sure what my thoughts are.