i'm glad to share great news!
i get shy asking money from hubby because he never says no and i feel like sometimes i ask too much... but he told me i totally deserve it and if it made me happy, just go for it! I was able to purchase a
vintage lambskin jumbo flap from one of my trusted pre-loved bag sellers. it is very vintage, priced to sell, but it's still in relatively good condition and still has more life in it. very few flaws -upon close inspection, a couple of mm peel in on side and the tip of the turn lock is faded and shows slight corrosion - but i can't complain! it really is still in good and usable

lambskin in fair vintage condition, chain strap absolutely no fading, no rips tears or stains and looks good from a close distance.
it was meant to be i really think so - right time and right condition of bag that was commensurate to my budget.