Absolutely understand. I had a similar experience. And I certainly didn’t want a turtle or something hanging from my neck on the daily. The one I finally found is very subtle. You’d never know it was mean to be a manta ray unless you knew the story. Added benefit of being a Canadian designer and some funds go to conservation. (And then Meghan Markle had to come along but I digress).
Just for fun here is mine. It sits really beautifully on the collarbone. I have it in silver and am getting it in gold hopefully for my bday!
I hope you find something you love.
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ETA: when I was shopping for wedding dresses another girl was wearing a beautiful necklace, similar style, but it was a feather. It was beautiful. I could never find one like it though.