Unfortunately my worst case scenario happened. Going to be a tough time and just praying and hoping for the best now whilst preparing to try to bounce back. Feel really depressed and dead inside but trying to keep strong and confident. Going out with a friend I haven't seen in a while this weekend so thinking happy thoughts right now: which bag to bring? Haha. Probably the azure ergo again or maybe the red saddle for cny.
Im so sorry, sending hugs.
I hope you can have some fun with your friend and have a distraction.