Thanks everyone for all of the support! I really can't stand most doctors, they tend to be arrogant and just want to rush you along. I feel so lucky to have my midwife, she will even see me for other things too like a simple sinus infection or kidney stones. I had a tubal during my third csection but what is causing most of my problems is a benign tumor in my head that's screwing up all of my hormones and causing joint inflammation. If my meds can't shrink it down within 6 months I have to consider surgery. It's something that will need to be dealt with my entire life but once a balanced treatment plan is figured out it won't really affect my everyday life most likely.
Back to the subject of bags, I shipped my dreamer back today. I carried my
MCM hobo today and just love how lightweight and easy to carry it is. The dreamer just didn't compare so I'm sure I made the right decision.