Loganz said:Based on you holding it in your hand it does not look too big.
Are your feelings of regret possibly more about recent life events and less about the bag?
To be honest, you can always buy a bag if you really wanted the Manhatten they will restock it - and maybe you would be best served by waiting right now - sounds like you might have your hands full in the near future.
Good luck - you should never keep anything you do not feel 100% about.
I tend to agree with Loganz!! Maybe give it a few days, given the recent unexpected events may be putting a damper on this lovely bag. If you're still not feeling it then do return it, I have a strict policy of only buying things that I love! Good luck!