Guys... I was right about my gut feeling.
The SAs play favourites. I think by appearance and all that superficial stuff.
I went to the boutique today again and this time I had a total different SA and after basically lying to me about NOT having my desired bag in store..
She somehow did... after I probably seemed quite desperate and told her my story

She said it’s suppose to be for another client on hervwaitlist. But she’ll call her one more time (she already did yesterday) and if she doesn’t answer, I’ll get the bag!
Loooo and behold! She didn’t pick up and I got the bag!
It’s so ridiculous.
I was so thankful towards her.... for giving her thousands of Euros....?!

So stupid. I hate myself for not being able to just walk away and let go of what I really want. Cause my integrity would tell me to seriously not let myself be treated like that.
Bags are drugs and I’m just a straight up addict