I had a similar issue recently! I owned the medium and loved it but didn’t use it often. I realized that I actually prefer the small size, and sold my medium to the small when the color I want comes out.
Due to the price increases, I’m going to have to pay more for the small than I did the medium, but I’ve felt lighter ever since letting go of a bag that didn’t 100% work out for me.
tldr; sell the bag, buy the one that works better for your lifestyle!
Glad I'm not alone here! I'm going to put myself on the list for the medium and if I get it then great, if not... then it wasn't meant to be lol