First "test" of the year. Today I got two packages, one was a cosmetic bag that I had ordered right before Christmas and was expecting; the other large package was a complete surprise as I hadn't ordered any other bags. I checked the UPS label and it was from Longchamp

uh-oh!
Backstory: I had been lusting over the Le Foulonne tote in Vermillion, literally thinking about this bag everyday for six months, but I told myself to wait until the Longchamp sale started as I may get lucky and catch it at a lower price. Sale started and this beauty was not included, so I took the bait and ordered it online. However, over the weekend I started having second thoughts, so I called their CS bright and early the following Monday (Dec 29th) and cancelled my order. I was so happy that I had avoided another hasty purchase and told myself that I should wait until summer and if I still wanted the bag then I could try again.
So lo and behold, when this bad boy showed up on my doorstep, I thought this must be a sign for me to have the bag. I could preview the bag and if I loved it, I would call CS and just have them charge my card again, if I didn't I would request a mailing slip. The packaging was heavily dented and damaged, I think a bigger box was placed on top of it. Regardless, I opened up the outside package to find that the green Longchamp box was crushed and ripped open on one side but I continued to open it to see my long-loved tote. I was so disappointed. The leather is beautiful and supple, but the color isn't as vibrant as in the web pic, the glazing was slightly damaged on one handle and there were creases in the leather, front and back from shipping damage.

I really examined the bag for 20 minutes to decide if I could love the differences/flaws but I can't. Back it goes--- I'm on my way to UPS to return the bag.
I'm happy that I was able to finally see the bag so I can stop agonizing over it, and I'm proud of myself for not settling and keeping a bag that I don't love 100%. Hopefully, I can continue to make better decisions regarding purchases throughout the rest of the year.