Yep, it's official...

I hope they can find out what happen with your mum and she would be ok soon.

may be is that the smell, have the hospital smell is on your bag too that made you not wanted to use the bag
 
Awww so sorry to hear about your mom. Maybe she has a bad virus? Please let us know how she is doing. About the bag - just put it away for a few weeks. That bag is gorgeous and once you get the good news that your mom is ok you will want to use it again! You are NOT nuts!
 
I am sending good thoughts and well wishes your way. It is so hard when our moms are sick as they were the ones that took care of us when we were sick. Hope she is feeling much better soon.
 
sorry about that Lisa,(sending good vibes towards your Mum!)
I hope that it wont take too long for you to regain your love for your neo and not relate it to the hospital! Im sure if you use a different bag for a while and go back to your fushcia you will feel fine about it! xx