I know how you feel! I had the exact same feeling. Then, my boyfriend gifted me my very first one. My obsession has only grown since then... 😅💸 Any particular color or size you are looking for? I sent you a message!Hi Pearliiee! I can never get one either but last time I saw one MM on their (Oz)website, it was $700. I missed out anyways. I think it's really about being at the right place at the right time. I want one so badly I don't even care what size or colour it is.