Ah, the universe was teasing me today. I had to pass on 7 (!!!) bags!
I had a blood test scheduled and the lab is near the mall with all my favourite stores, so I figured I'd pop in for a quick browse, given that it was just after opening time and there wouldn't be too many people around.
Bag #1- A Hammitt Bag in blue with silver hardware. Literally the specs I had on my wishlist for my next Hammitt purchase, and 50% off!
But, the shade of blue didn't wow me, and if I'm to add a 4th from them it has to be perfect, so I passed on it.
Then I stopped in at
Coach. I have been wanting a yellow bag from them and had discovered that they released the 'Coach Originals' line last year (a collection that had totally passed me by ). Well, all the bags from that line that I had been eyeing up online were available today at 60% off!
Bag #2- The Turnlock Shoulder bag in green
Bags 3 & 4- The Geometric Zip that I almost ordered online in both Mango and White
Bag #5- The Snakeskin turnlock lunchbox pouch that I went all the way to the tills with before stopping myself. This one was really lush!
Then I passed by Aspinal of London and saw their holographic bag from last year was on sale (bag # 6. Did the universe have nothing better to do today than mess with my head?)
There was only one piece left, discounted by 60% due to it being old stock. It was on my wishlist last year but I wasn't sure on the size, so I had crossed it off. Now here it was tempting me all over again. The leather is great but I stuck to my resolve. Another shopper snapped it up after I put it down and ran off to the tills with it.
Finally, bag #7: the one that physically hurt me to leave behind! A gorgeous goatskin Maison Margiela glam slam bag! I've never handled one in real life and this bag is truly divine! It was also discounted. I had to really think this one through. I was gagging for it.
Can I afford it?
Just about.
Do I love it? Yes, yes, yes!
Does it make sense to buy it? Sigh, no.
Whilst I gave myself permission to let in 1 bag this year, I didn't think it would be one at this price point. It would be the most expensive bag purchase I've ever made. During a pandemic. Whilst I'm not currently working.
Besides, it was larger than I normally carry, and seemed more of an event bag than one I could style more casually. Again, the pandemic means I won't be going to a theatre, art gallery or the ballet anytime soon; and I certainly won't carry this bag into a new workplace (assuming my next job isn't virtual)....
Le sigh!
After whispering sweet nothings into this bag's ear for several minutes

, I gently set it down and
slowly walked away.

Hardest decision I've made to date (in relation to bags, anyway). It was so tempting! It's luscious. A real work of art. But I had to be rational and remind myself that I can't own everything I like. Hopefully someone else will snap it up and enjoy it.
When life is more normal and I have started the next chapter of mine, when hopefully I'm working full-time again and have more stability in my health and my career, then- if I still want it- I can add it into my collection. It's not like they'll stop producing their most iconic bag. I can wait to get it sometime down the line.
After all that ordeal I treated myself to an extra strong coffee as I daydreamed about running back to the beloved glam slam and hugging it all the way home.
I'm successfully shopping my own but, nobody told me it would be this hard!