Oh...and I'm sorry I am prone to bouts of this sort of thing. It gets triggered and ****. I just do not have a happy life. My past hates me and I am sorry no one has ever been sexually harrassed and had people (ex-friends) grab you and start feeling you up. No way to escape and it sucks. I've also been verbally abused all my life and today my mom told me how selfish and rude I am to my face and went on for 30 mins because I cancelled a dinner invitation tonight because I have a final at 8am tomorrow and need to study. My mom went on about how horrible of a GF I am and told me my BF probably hates me now. Amanda (on teh forum) set it off by telling me how rude I was and just being a ***** in the pets thread. :'( I feel like ****. And no one understands me. I hate my life...
