Im sorry if my spelling is horrible, im writing this as im extremely upset and angry and just sad. Does it ever seem like it will never end? Like there is no way out? I dont know, I feel like im mentally going crazy and I just dont know what to do anymore. See, I live with my parents. As many of you know, I get along WONDREFULLY with my dad, it's my mom who I pretty much, almost hate. We dont get along AT ALL and she and I are constantly fighting. Well, to make a long story short, we start fighting right now, she tells me all of my faults (this coming from a woman who is anything BUT a good mother and wife). She goes on to tell me that I am a horrible wife and mother and my DH who lately seems to be getting along really well with her (i will tell you a little more about DH in a little bit) shouldnt do our laundry anymore and lalala...(she was giving him "advice" on what he shouldnt do because I dont ever "appreciate" it). Yes, she butted in to my own marriage. Then when I catch her on it she has the freakin balls to tell me that I always butt into her marriage, that I am always giving my dad advice on what he should do with her (I dont. I am just very over protective of him. They HATE each other and my mom gave him so much stress in 2004 due to her going off and wanting to get with other men that he developed high blood pressure and a whole list of other things. He's tried to kill himself twice.) Anyways, I go on to tell her that my DH always disrespects me like calls me "*****, whore and other things and he NEVER respects me at all and I told her, "maybe i stopped trying to be a wife because being called a ***** and a whore doesnt give me the motivatioin to do it" and instead of her actually giving me good advice as to what to do she says "Well, you brought it upon yourself. If he disrespects you is because you werent doing your job."
Now I dont know what to do. I have no where to go and my dad is the only one on my side and i dont know...
Now I dont know what to do. I have no where to go and my dad is the only one on my side and i dont know...