Today is the my mums second anniversary of her death, she fell down the stairs and had a brain hemorage when I was 20. So I took today off work and have been feeling pretty bummed out crying all day, looking at old photos and wearing her old perfume. I know it sounds stupid but its something I do to feel close to her. I was wondering, people who have been through this, when do anniversaries start to get a little easier? I thought after the first one I would feel a bit more positive- and I do normally but not today. more to the point- do they ever get easier?