Hey ashdir... that was the same with the COACH store that I went to... the SA told me that they don't have XL available in stores, only available to order, I was lucky enough because one of the SA's had already bought the bag in geranium, so thats how I could tell I would love it then... glad you like the XL, its definitely WAY better than the smaller version!I asked the SA if there were other colors in the satchels and she said there is only the white, brown, and geranium. I was wishing for the blue but I am in love with the white thanks to this thread! lol I have moved up from the regular size to the XL. I am so happy it isn't as big as I thought it was because I love the detailing. I can't wait to see it IRL. My store didn't have the XL