this is bugging the sh*t out of me....and i think i am going to pass this potential job offer...here is the reason. two weeks ago, i got a phone call after 8pm...but i missed it b/c i was on the phone. and the next day, the receptionist emailed me for an interview on a saturday. so i went. and this potential employer wanted me to take a week off so he can test drive me. i told him i'd think about it. and after i thought about it, i told him it would be impossible since i took 1/2 week off the week before. and i've been doing some job interviews and doctor appointments (mamagram and got call back...very stressful). so he proposed i work on a saturday. so i agreed. and i went today. i didn't feel like going already and this morning i couldn't stay late in bed and i went to "work". he had another guy to show me stuff. but the guy didn't even give me anything in paper so we could talk a little, he showed everything on computer (architecture).....there's not much annotations on the drawing...how am i supposed to know what is what when there should be some kind of information. ugh. as i worked there....my resentment grew stronger. i was there from 11:30 till 3. and then i told the boss that i had to leave. and we had a short discussion....and he wanted me to come by more like during weekdays after work or weekends. at this point i was getting quite mad. he said he really had to try me for at least a week before committing to hire me. i told him i had a lot to do during the weekends and i am working full time and there's no way i can leave my current job after 5pm and go to his office to put in more hours. and he said "of course i'll pay". i was like....yes i work for money but this is just so f**king insane (i said it in my head, not out loud). he even used the analogy that he dated his wife for 6 damn years and still didn't want to commit so they lived together for another 2 years and then tie the damn knot. in my head: i am not sleeping with you fool...i just want a job. and this is not forever. who the f**k do you think you are. i was so mad after i walked out the office. and then i went to shop...ugh...i shouldn't be shopping. the whole time i was there...if i just hang on to this day...i will be able to leave my hellish job. but at the same time i got so resentful. i don't know....if he ever calls me again...i think i am going to tell him this is not working out. it is just so exhausting. it's not even some kind of star firm....i am going out of my way to i am not even sure for what.... i am venting.... am i wrong to think this way? i don't know. i really want to leave my job but i am not sure if i want to move into another hell hole....pls enlighten me.