After reading the thread about being scared to go to the ob-gyn, I decided to go for the first time. I got a pap smear, along with STD testing. Well, the doctor called me back today and said my pap was a bit irregular and they couldn't quite pin the problem. THey also told me I tested positive for the high risk strain of HPV. I'm going back on Thursday to get a coloscopy to get a better picture of what I'm dealing with. I am terrified. I'll admit that I've had unprotected sex for the last 2 years and as dumb as this sounds, I never imagined it would happen to me. I'm so scared right now. Your thoughts and prayers would be appreciated. I just feel so alone right now.