I am in sales. Today I had my manager with me because I had invited her out to help with some client issues. We sat down to lunch and she started going over how she felt I still had opportunity left in my territory (potential places to sell to). I took it all well but then she started asking if I had been okay lately and if anything was "going on".
I was very happy when I first got this job and everyone knew it. I still am happy but I guess I don't advertise it all over the place and I'm more real with what's going on. Everyone wants you to be positive at all times and if you show the slightest ounce of being realistic you're "negative".
I like my job and am very happy to have it. I love who I work with and who I sell to. I do have a lot of things on my mind. I want to buy a house. I would love (really) to be doing something other than this...on my own. I have always wanted to own a boutique. Problem is so many are closing right now and it's a horrible time. I've tried other things and they haven't panned out. I know I won't be taking that kind of a plunge any time soon.
So I don't know. I'm just feeling so strange about today...as if I'm showing up on some sort of radar and not in the best light. I have dreams for things I'd like to do someday but many people do. I was happy to be here because I chose them and there were other options out there. Now, there's no place else (besides for me) I'd rather work for and I as if they feel I'm luckier to have them than they are to have me. Strange? Does anyone else feel this way?
I was very happy when I first got this job and everyone knew it. I still am happy but I guess I don't advertise it all over the place and I'm more real with what's going on. Everyone wants you to be positive at all times and if you show the slightest ounce of being realistic you're "negative".
I like my job and am very happy to have it. I love who I work with and who I sell to. I do have a lot of things on my mind. I want to buy a house. I would love (really) to be doing something other than this...on my own. I have always wanted to own a boutique. Problem is so many are closing right now and it's a horrible time. I've tried other things and they haven't panned out. I know I won't be taking that kind of a plunge any time soon.
So I don't know. I'm just feeling so strange about today...as if I'm showing up on some sort of radar and not in the best light. I have dreams for things I'd like to do someday but many people do. I was happy to be here because I chose them and there were other options out there. Now, there's no place else (besides for me) I'd rather work for and I as if they feel I'm luckier to have them than they are to have me. Strange? Does anyone else feel this way?