I am not a social person. I don't have friends and I don't like to socialize much. It makes me uneasy to be at parties or have people in my home. I know, I know...your first instinct is to pitty me. But don't. I'm married with 4 sons, a husband and a father living at home. I am an only child and learned to entertain myself. I learned early that being part of a crowd doesn't bring you happiness if you're not happy with yourself. Unlike most people I know I'm not afraid to shop, dine, take in a movie or explore a new city on my own. I think I'm fortunate in not needing to have people around just to enjoy life. But I've heard that being anxious at parties etc is a medical disorder and there is a pill for it. Just because I don't do parties I need to take a drug? What do you think?