I just had another miscarriage. This will be number 5. That's right.....5!!! I don't even know what to think at this point. I have no problem getting pregnant. I actually can get pregnant on the very first try. The problem is that I can't hold on to the baby. I've been to a reproductive endocrinologist and he did every possible test on me and everything came back normal. DH was also tested for every test and he came back normal too. He catagorizes me under "unexplained" miscarriages. I have one healthy daughter who will turn 4 soon. I totally had a normal pregnancy with her. I had her when I was 34 and started trying for a 2nd child when I was 36. That's when I started having my first miscarriage at 8 weeks, then 5 weeks, then 2 weeks, 1 week and now 5 days. The doctor says that when everything in your body's environment looks normal then they have to reduced to thinking that my eggs are "old". They suggested doing IVF for egg selection but at this point, I am just not ready to accept this fact. I don't know why. But at the same time, how many more miscarriages am I willing to go through? It doesn't get easier...it only gets harder. To add to this mess, my DH's employer switched insurance on them in December and we basically went from one of the best insurance (Aetna) to the bottom of the barrel insurance (local insurance). Now, all of my doctors (RE, OB, GYN) are not under my new insurance so I have to switch to a new RE and OB/GYN who wants to start all over with me. It's soooo frustrating because I am feeling like I am moving backwards and not forward. Thanks for letting me vent....it's been a hard day. Especially since I am depriving myself of caffeine due to the new report that came out (caffeine may lead to miscarriages). I'm depressed and sluggish at the same time.