I currently own a rouge casaque kelly 35 with SHW in clemence, However, I rarely use it that much (probably like few times a year). I find it a bit heavy and bulky, even through my 5'7. Recently I wanted to get a lindy in either 30 or 34 neutral color (Etain, Etaupe, or gold). I feel like it more causal then the kelly, i could just grab it and go without dressing up to match it. Last week, i got offer a lindy 30 midnight blue with shw in clemence leather. I bought it and left it in the box for a few days without touching it. 1. when I try it on, i feel like the bag seem small for my frame. (5'7.5, current 170lbs, 9 months prego). should i wait for a 34 instead? But im afraid it will be too bulky and i'll regret it, and ended up not using it that much like my kelly. 2. the color seem very dark, almost like black. it's not my ideal color for a lindy, however i feel like i don't need to worry getting the leather dirty in the future, especially having the baby around. Does neutral color leather gets dirty easily? Do you think I should keep or return the lindy? Thank you ladies!