I am devastated. I didn't get the job. They didn't send the official rejection, but to sort of prepare myself, I did contact the person I currently do contract work for. She no one had contacted her, she would tell me if they did. I saw that they had pulled the listing. It absolutely crushed me. I put out hundreds of resumes and after two and a half years, very little to show for my efforts. It wouldn't have been so bad, but now things are really dire and I didn't need this. What I hate is the "this is entry level." I don't care. If I take the time to apply and interview and are willing to take the salary, what do you think? I will say that everything transpired against me that day. It was one of those days when everything goes wrong, no matter how well you prepare. Even gold medal Olympians don't get the gold. I am just so lost. I am going to be homeless and I don't want to live. Because it is really so serious now. This is not a drama queen thing, it's real life.. Thanks for reading.