Thanks everyone, I decided to keep her, carried her today!

I'm really loving the leather....if it wasn't so great I wouldn't have kept it.
bagsr4me - i Love the size, but i love brass/silver studs better....thats the main reason I didn't know if I want to keep it. I'm mad they don't make the baby in brass or silver studs!
red - it is heavy but not as heavy as the full size or my pom! I'm not minding the heaviness of it.
ehemelay - saw your awesome pics! loved your comparison pics too. the leather is fab, very durable. i'll post mod shots soon!
thanks vlore!