Thank you all so much!!!! My grandparents came and visited me today and it was so nice. I am feeling more determined than ever that I need to file. I guess it's hard too because this is my first breakup ever! We met when we were 15 and I've never dated anyone else. So now at 35 I'm on my own for the first time ever. I guess the fear will pass as I get more and more stuff done (file, move out, etc.) I still need to find a full time job but I think I'll be ok for right now. I just want peace and stability back in my life. I hate how he has made me so paranoid by lying all the time. I don't like the person I've become. I gotta get back to the real me!!!!
PS Bubble...come join us on the H Forum more often!!!
PS Bubble...come join us on the H Forum more often!!!