He is buried in the garden now & at peace. I hope there is a dog heaven & he is romping now with all the loved ones we have lost.
Briefly 2 years ago a vertebrae just disintegrated in his spine, sort of imploded. Apparently this happens for no reason. He didn't fall or get a knock or anything. Just one morning he was paralysed. We took him to the best veterinary surgeon in the country & he had surgery. He was never 100% after, back legs were weak & he could go down if walking on tiled floor or the like where he couldn't get a grip but he had two great years & he was happy.
The last few days his legs got worse all of a sudden & his bladder control wasn't good. We knew that his time was limited & dreaded having to euthanise him. Vet gave pain killing & steroid injection to help him, said the steroid would help the legs but today he just died. I was alone in the house & just hysterical. I just couldn't believe it all happened so quickly, a few days ago he was happy & well & then bang! I haven't cried & sobbed & shouted like that in so long, it was awful.
He was really DS's dog, when I lost my last Great Dane I swore I would never have another to go through the heartbreak again but of course I loved him & it's just as bad. DS & DD are gutted, DD at least can cry DS can't.
Thanks again everyone for your kind words, I don't know what I would do without TPF.