I am stressing sooooooooo badly right now. I know that it might seem so little and trivial to some, but this is really a big life-changing thing for me. So here it goes....
I work for a pretty large company and right now I am only part time in a job that I absolutely DESPISE. I dread going to work everyday, but I am stuck because our bills would go haywire if I quit and I have 3 boys to support and a large house payment every month. I have waited 3 months on this list to be able to take a typing test for this company. Basically if you can type 50 WPM, you have a great chance of getting employed full time into a job that pays extremely well. Not many people who are employed with this company can type that fast..lol...and I am one of them.:s
I have practiced and practiced and practiced to the point of where I am sick of typing tests! My test is tomorrow and I am already feeling like a failure because every test I take is 46 WPM or 47 WPM or 48 WPM. It is really frustrating. I just cannot get it up to 50. To make matters worse, I am doing those tests online and the real test tomorrow is having to type from a piece of paper..so I am going to have to look to the side to read the paper and I am scared I will lose my place when typing. We have only 2 tries to pass. Both are 5 minutes long. If you do not pass within the 2 tests..that is it...you failed and cannot take another typing test for 3 months.
The reason I am stressing so badly is because my stepmother works there and basically said that if I pass tomorrow there is a job with my name on it. I can have the job if I can pass. I need this job so bad it is not even funny but everytime I type and my score is less than 50WPM I get so discouraged. I dont know what to do, but I am just at a loss. I need this......
So sorry for the rant, but I just had to get it out. My nerves have gotten the best of me and I just had to vent since no one else is here other than my boys.
Thank you so much if you have made it this far....
I work for a pretty large company and right now I am only part time in a job that I absolutely DESPISE. I dread going to work everyday, but I am stuck because our bills would go haywire if I quit and I have 3 boys to support and a large house payment every month. I have waited 3 months on this list to be able to take a typing test for this company. Basically if you can type 50 WPM, you have a great chance of getting employed full time into a job that pays extremely well. Not many people who are employed with this company can type that fast..lol...and I am one of them.:s
I have practiced and practiced and practiced to the point of where I am sick of typing tests! My test is tomorrow and I am already feeling like a failure because every test I take is 46 WPM or 47 WPM or 48 WPM. It is really frustrating. I just cannot get it up to 50. To make matters worse, I am doing those tests online and the real test tomorrow is having to type from a piece of paper..so I am going to have to look to the side to read the paper and I am scared I will lose my place when typing. We have only 2 tries to pass. Both are 5 minutes long. If you do not pass within the 2 tests..that is it...you failed and cannot take another typing test for 3 months.
The reason I am stressing so badly is because my stepmother works there and basically said that if I pass tomorrow there is a job with my name on it. I can have the job if I can pass. I need this job so bad it is not even funny but everytime I type and my score is less than 50WPM I get so discouraged. I dont know what to do, but I am just at a loss. I need this......
So sorry for the rant, but I just had to get it out. My nerves have gotten the best of me and I just had to vent since no one else is here other than my boys.
Thank you so much if you have made it this far....