alright i'm not clocking in ANY numbers, ie: weight or how much i want to lose, but lets just say i could use you ladies right about now! i have some WEIGHT to lose, and i know that with this great community of fabulous females, i will get the support i need to stick to a diet and make myself healthier! i let myself go for a while, and i've decided recently that being depressed and wallowing in my own self pity is bad bad, so i'm moving on and up. i've made agreements with myself, and i'd like to share them with you: *Quit SMOKING. *Instead of driving to my friend Brett's house who lives about a 15 minute walk away, i will be walking from now on! *Practice "portion control". *Don't let the Gayman (roomie) convince me to mow down on some munchies late at night watching movies or TPFing... (he's such an arse) *Use Dove Facial Cleanser and Deep Moisturizer on my face EVERY DAY! (i got tah slackin on my poor face and i am gettin a blemish for sure!) i just want a healthier lifestyle. lately i've been talking about it, now it's time to do it. i've had a problem with my weight my whole life and i'd love to change that. everyone here is so inspiring! i really hope i can acctually stick to my goals this time around. i should probably really go on TPF LESS so i'm off my ass more often, but emotionally this place has been very helpful as far as getting me through a few situations i've had to deal with, and the support i get here has made me a stronger, calmer, emotionally healthier person. (People like Swanky Mama have definately taught me to think before i speak. ty gf.) thanks to everyone here by the way you all rock my freakin socks! wish me luck! i hope i can get healthy, and i hope that i can help others be inspired to get healthy too! any suggestions as to how to change up my daily routine to include excersise (i effin hate excersising) or to become more emotionally healthy (not letting things like the ex boyfriend i'm potentially getting back together with totally consume my life)... thanks again everyone. i appreciate you all! PS: i will probably throw some numbers out there one day, but as of right now i don't want to share my numbers with all of you deliciously in shape ladies lol... i will definately be tracking my progress tho!